i can talk... sometimes

song of the day
i can talk by two door cinema club

contrivance (you know a poem)

trying to speak but the words melted in your mouth not in your hands
not that you would want them to melt in your hands either
you are contradicting yourself but in your head it is not a contradiction
or maybe you dont even really hear what you are saying
then you realize that all of it is just contrived and forced
and this is the kind of conversation that drives you crazy but you keep on
one day you will say something that is meaningful emotional worth while
until then just keep bull shitting through every day encounters

Inference Theory

Song of the Day: Fire to the Ground by the Forms feat Matthew Berrninger (you know the guy from the national)

aversions towards just about everything these days

what would we do without wikipedia?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Interference_theory

kind of want to forget everything or figure out a way to remember everything

i wish someone would make me those peanut butter oatmeal no bake cookies and then convince me they were vitamins or had lots of fiber (those cookies are the shit) however we dont live in a perfect world where people make you things when you want them or can assume that you want them someone get on that (and when i say that i mean figuring out how people can assume what people need and want)

Sinking Into The Ocean

Song of the Day

Night Birds by Ryan Adams

Were supposed to rise above
But we sink
Into the ocean


I've been having a hard time letting letting go of the past. I feel like I am being constantly dragged down from people and experiences in the past. I think we are supposed to find a balance between constantly dwelling on the past and complete detachment from the past. Like you are supposed to look to the past to learn things and move forward with a purpose. I haven't been able to figure that out.


"I don't know what it is with females, but I'm not too good at that shit"

Fake People

Song of the Day

A More Perfect Union by Titus Andronicus

Fake people are like real people minus the fact they arent real

top 10 albums 2010 IMO

my favorite albums from 2010 crazy music year links are to my favorite songs on the album

1. Ryan Adams & The Cardinals- III/IV
stream the whole thing here: http://paxamrecords.com/news/2010/stream-iiiiv-in-its-entirety/

2. Tokyo Police Club- Champ

3. Kanye West- My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy

4. Phantogram- Eyelid Movies

5. Wild Nothing- Gemini

6. Jonsi- Go

7. Jenny and Johnny- I'm Having Fun Now

8. Beach House- Teen Dream

9. Damien Jurado- Saint Bartlett

10. Arcade Fire- The Suburbs

Honorable Mentions:

Frightened Rabbit- The Winter of Mixed Drinks
Yeasayer- Odd Blood
Broken Bells- Broken Bells
Land of Talk- Cloak and Cipher
The National- High Violet
Sufjan Stevens- The Age of Adz
Sun Kil Moon- Admiral Fell Promises
Brandon Flowers- Flamingo
Stars- The Five Ghosts
Dr. Dog- Shame Shame
Freelance Whales- Weathervanes

hyphens and other swear words

VCR by the XX
Tornado by Jonsi

indie kid make-out music (when are words hyph-enated and when are-not they?)

one of those bedroom laptop introverted type things
finals
life
time
loneliness
effffff word

i think kanye's new album is unreal amazing so what?

between the bars

song of the day
between the bars by metric (elliott smith cover)

holy hells
one of my favorite bands covering an amazing song