r & b

 hand of god by jason boesel

sometime

sometime soon it will be that sometimes only some of the time people that you count on will be there all of the time those times are the best sometimes- but then you remember that all of the time you are just hoping for this time

i am obsessed with this site so many good writers www.grantland.com

so i apparently like r & b music now: the weeknd http://prettymuchamazing.com/mp3/the-weeknd-the-birds-part-i      and frank ocean    http://prettymuchamazing.com/videos/frank-ocean-novacane

Summerzzzz Goalzzzz

Musics: Progress by Booker T. Jones Ft. Yim Yames

I laughed till i stopped when I read this http://www.27bslash6.com/p2p2.html Pie Charts


This summer I have a few goals 1. dont become a gambling addict 2. dont spend a lot of money on clothes 3. not hate going to work erry day 4. dont die of boredom and or loneliness 5. work out at least once 6. solve mysteries 7. avoid country music 8. figure out how to write 9. become less dependent on my phone 10. not have so many goals

SKERS and cake

 

Nebraska football in 3 months never thought I would be more pumped for Nebraska football than BYU but go skers!!

http://bleacherreport.com/articles/719856-nebraska-cornhuskers-10-bold-predictions-for-the-2011-college-football-season#/articles/719856-nebraska-cornhuskers-10-bold-predictions-for-the-2011-college-football-season

Song: You Wanna Freak Out by My Morning Jacket

CAKE by Roger McGough:

i wanted one life
you wanted another
we couldn't have our cake
so we ate eachother.

I AM

 song
Don't Play No Game I Can't Win by the Beastie Boys

I am... just me but before we met
I want... to win big
I have... nightmares
I wish... everyone would wake up
I hate... haters
I fear... robots taking over the world
I hear... them say
I search... for the best time wasters
I wonder... what it would be like to not get clammy hands and if nikorette gum tastes good
I regret... leaving
I love... indie girls
I ache... most mornings
I always... dread monday
I usually... strike back
I am not... a robot
I dance... when fiddy is playing in da club
I sing... when im trying out for american idol (or whatever that show is)
I never... play no sh*t
I sometimes... feel lost
I cry... when Little Foot's mom dies
I am not always... anti-social
I lose... track of who the Kardashian's are dating
I am confused... who are the Kardashians?
I need... to understand
I should... find a reason
WHO ARE YOU?

Baseball and editing

Song: Devil Town by Bright Eyes

With nothing to do for the next few weeks I am going to watch as many baseball games as possible and listen to every baseball podcast out there.

I REFUSE by Ryan Adams

I refuse to edit*
I am but a single life
I refuse to edit
look away
if you choose
bu these bulbs
will burn in cycles
if forever
was a single night

sink ships by ryan adams and the cardinals

Memories

bored and overwhelmed 

wandering the sidewalks

towards that place that you said not to go

once you get to that place then what?

everything is convoluted 

and you just want to to get back

but you spend all your time throwing up

throwing up memories

figurative bulimia except the memories stay

and thats the problem with memories

they are just that 

Wish You Were Here or I Was There or Something

song Jejune Stars by Bright Eyes (listened to this album like 2399492 times not sick of it)

goodbye lincoln, ne
(it was not fun while it lasted still isn't)

suddenly but not so suddenly
playing rock paper scissors
(with myself of course)
paper covers rock i leave
scissors cut paper still leaving
rock smashes paper yup going to leave
so why do i play
well to pass time till i can leave