SKERS and cake

 

Nebraska football in 3 months never thought I would be more pumped for Nebraska football than BYU but go skers!!

http://bleacherreport.com/articles/719856-nebraska-cornhuskers-10-bold-predictions-for-the-2011-college-football-season#/articles/719856-nebraska-cornhuskers-10-bold-predictions-for-the-2011-college-football-season

Song: You Wanna Freak Out by My Morning Jacket

CAKE by Roger McGough:

i wanted one life
you wanted another
we couldn't have our cake
so we ate eachother.

I AM

 song
Don't Play No Game I Can't Win by the Beastie Boys

I am... just me but before we met
I want... to win big
I have... nightmares
I wish... everyone would wake up
I hate... haters
I fear... robots taking over the world
I hear... them say
I search... for the best time wasters
I wonder... what it would be like to not get clammy hands and if nikorette gum tastes good
I regret... leaving
I love... indie girls
I ache... most mornings
I always... dread monday
I usually... strike back
I am not... a robot
I dance... when fiddy is playing in da club
I sing... when im trying out for american idol (or whatever that show is)
I never... play no sh*t
I sometimes... feel lost
I cry... when Little Foot's mom dies
I am not always... anti-social
I lose... track of who the Kardashian's are dating
I am confused... who are the Kardashians?
I need... to understand
I should... find a reason
WHO ARE YOU?

Baseball and editing

Song: Devil Town by Bright Eyes

With nothing to do for the next few weeks I am going to watch as many baseball games as possible and listen to every baseball podcast out there.

I REFUSE by Ryan Adams

I refuse to edit*
I am but a single life
I refuse to edit
look away
if you choose
bu these bulbs
will burn in cycles
if forever
was a single night

sink ships by ryan adams and the cardinals

Memories

bored and overwhelmed 

wandering the sidewalks

towards that place that you said not to go

once you get to that place then what?

everything is convoluted 

and you just want to to get back

but you spend all your time throwing up

throwing up memories

figurative bulimia except the memories stay

and thats the problem with memories

they are just that 

Wish You Were Here or I Was There or Something

song Jejune Stars by Bright Eyes (listened to this album like 2399492 times not sick of it)

goodbye lincoln, ne
(it was not fun while it lasted still isn't)

suddenly but not so suddenly
playing rock paper scissors
(with myself of course)
paper covers rock i leave
scissors cut paper still leaving
rock smashes paper yup going to leave
so why do i play
well to pass time till i can leave

spinning

song
faded high by GAYNGS


the weekends are never fun unless you spin around in circles on a baseball bat
then you stumble around trying to run and you arent worried about having fun
the only worry you have is trying to get the world to stop spinning so fast
but thats the trick because the world is always spinning you just cant feel it
centrifugal force or some other bull shit physics thing (just kidding physics arent bs)
wild combination of trying to sort through theoretical spinning and physical spinning
one of these days things will stop spinning and i hope that day i am wearing a shirt

Cellophane

Song
Wanting Her Again by Ben Kweller

Cellophane

This is beginning to feel like... You know what I'm saying
You don't really know... But you don't say anything
Mainly cause you don't care... What is the point of analogizing
Wrap me up in analogies... Like with a blanket  or cellophane
Cellophane... Thats like stretchy plastic shit that makes you mad
How is that for analogizing... Just making points of reference
This is beginning to feel like... It is wrapped around my face