sink ships by ryan adams and the cardinals

Memories

bored and overwhelmed 

wandering the sidewalks

towards that place that you said not to go

once you get to that place then what?

everything is convoluted 

and you just want to to get back

but you spend all your time throwing up

throwing up memories

figurative bulimia except the memories stay

and thats the problem with memories

they are just that 

Wish You Were Here or I Was There or Something

song Jejune Stars by Bright Eyes (listened to this album like 2399492 times not sick of it)

goodbye lincoln, ne
(it was not fun while it lasted still isn't)

suddenly but not so suddenly
playing rock paper scissors
(with myself of course)
paper covers rock i leave
scissors cut paper still leaving
rock smashes paper yup going to leave
so why do i play
well to pass time till i can leave